Maraverse

I am.
I am Mara. 
I am the center of my universe. 
There is no god. 
If there was a god, I would thirst to kill it. 
All existence is pointless. 
Hence, my life is pointless. 
There is no good or bad, no right or wrong. 
There are no ethics, morale, taboos or basic rights. 
Everything just is. 
Existence is all there is. 
Forever and evermore. 
Existence is all and will ever be. 
Thoughts can hurt, sometimes much more than emotions. 
Thoughts are powerful, they can manifest themselves in reality. 
I am not average. 
I am unique. 
I am the most important thing in my universe. 
I am its essence. 
In a hundred years’ time no one will remember my name. 
Everything is irrelevant. 
The Earth, our solar system, the Milky Way, the whole universe. 
Since my life is meaningless, I can do with it whatever I please. 
However, giving meaning to meaningless matter is of utmost difficulty. 
By doing so I would play god in my universe. 
I am no goddess. 
Or am I? 
Is life about purpose? 
I am Mara. 
I just live. 

Here I post what’s going on in my mind. There is an awful lot going on up there in my head. If you feel offended by anything I post, that’s your problem. If you feel a desire to contact me, please do so.